captainarian
10-01-2007, 10:44 AM
last night i was trying to draw my favorite self created superfemale: "LADY ARIAN", IT'D been a long time since i had drawn anything related to my arian comics and the bitch hit me in the brain... i couldn't lay out her eyes, and i was begining to cry, i couldn't draw my own best female character... i couldn't draw my imaginary comic girl friend.... oooh god! it was horrible, it turned my stomach, :cry: i went to bed like a wet hen
(or a dog with out bone), frustrated and sad, the frustration was so bad that it made one of my best dreams and experiences...
the dream began:
i was in a comicon, i believe it was sandiego, cuz it was very big and very crowded, every one was doing the usual things they do in conventions, i was walking and suddenly i stpoped and began crying, man! i was crying like a little baby, and tears fell from eyes and nose like a river, then i heard a warm voice:
-" what's wrong ? why are you crying?"
i couldn't answer, i turned around and saw stan lee before me, not that i was so fuckin exited to jump to him and snap his neck out of love like i would in real life if i had seen him, i just stared at him, then he put his arms on my shoulder and asked me to follow him,
THIS IS NOT A RAPE STORY FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!
he guided me to his private booth and closed the doors behind him and pointed me the chair:
-sit down... what's wrong?
- i... i can't draw my own characters, i'm not worth anytihng, what kind of an artist am i gonna be when i can't even draw my own characters? how can my dream of breaking into industry ever come true?
he gave one of those famous smiles of him and began talking to me about some nonesense stuff that wasn't related to my problem,
-see kid, we have many characters in the universe, take marvel universe for example, we have multiple versions of one character, we have wolverine with bone claws, we have wolverin with no claws, we have wolverine with straght claws, we have wloverine with bent claws, we have different kinds of daredevils, x-men, spider men, iron men...
the artist chooses to do what ever of these characters he wants to when he does the comic, he picks the one he loves...
(i don't know what the hell did he mean by that) then came out the words that really charged me:
-IT'S IMPORTANT TO HAVE A MIND TO DRAW SOMETHING, BUT WHAT'S MORE IMPORTANT IS TO HAVE A MIND TO CREATE SOMETHING.
then i woke up, i think this was a very happy moment, i memorized his words and started drawing and now it's working, cuz i'm no more worried about anything, i have the mind to create... the rest... they'll just come around with practice and concentration...
haha! so i had my own private chat with Stan the man, a chance in a life time, cuz i know i'll never meet him in real life but i met him in my dream, and it worked, any comic fans who wish to see a big comic guy in their dreams?
STan came to me, maybe jim lee will come next :D
just thought i share my dream with you and make some people happy who feel like my last night.
(or a dog with out bone), frustrated and sad, the frustration was so bad that it made one of my best dreams and experiences...
the dream began:
i was in a comicon, i believe it was sandiego, cuz it was very big and very crowded, every one was doing the usual things they do in conventions, i was walking and suddenly i stpoped and began crying, man! i was crying like a little baby, and tears fell from eyes and nose like a river, then i heard a warm voice:
-" what's wrong ? why are you crying?"
i couldn't answer, i turned around and saw stan lee before me, not that i was so fuckin exited to jump to him and snap his neck out of love like i would in real life if i had seen him, i just stared at him, then he put his arms on my shoulder and asked me to follow him,
THIS IS NOT A RAPE STORY FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!
he guided me to his private booth and closed the doors behind him and pointed me the chair:
-sit down... what's wrong?
- i... i can't draw my own characters, i'm not worth anytihng, what kind of an artist am i gonna be when i can't even draw my own characters? how can my dream of breaking into industry ever come true?
he gave one of those famous smiles of him and began talking to me about some nonesense stuff that wasn't related to my problem,
-see kid, we have many characters in the universe, take marvel universe for example, we have multiple versions of one character, we have wolverine with bone claws, we have wolverin with no claws, we have wolverine with straght claws, we have wloverine with bent claws, we have different kinds of daredevils, x-men, spider men, iron men...
the artist chooses to do what ever of these characters he wants to when he does the comic, he picks the one he loves...
(i don't know what the hell did he mean by that) then came out the words that really charged me:
-IT'S IMPORTANT TO HAVE A MIND TO DRAW SOMETHING, BUT WHAT'S MORE IMPORTANT IS TO HAVE A MIND TO CREATE SOMETHING.
then i woke up, i think this was a very happy moment, i memorized his words and started drawing and now it's working, cuz i'm no more worried about anything, i have the mind to create... the rest... they'll just come around with practice and concentration...
haha! so i had my own private chat with Stan the man, a chance in a life time, cuz i know i'll never meet him in real life but i met him in my dream, and it worked, any comic fans who wish to see a big comic guy in their dreams?
STan came to me, maybe jim lee will come next :D
just thought i share my dream with you and make some people happy who feel like my last night.